New Morning

Okay, well I think my pout-fest, emotional temper tantrum from yesterday is over.  I don’t mean to burden anyone, but thank you for listening.  It’s amazing what a good night’s sleep, prayers from others and giving God the situation can do.  I feel much more capable this morning.

Song of the Day:

This song is an all-time favorite of mine and always a comfort that it’s not me, it’s Him.  I needed a good reminder that God is the one who brings all the goodness, the love, the light into this world.  And also a reminder that God knows what he’s doing.  He’s created Jr this way and I personally think Jr is awesome – it’s when outside factors get involved that things get complicated.  And I think I need to find a way of keeping things simple.

I clearly love Jr with everything that I am, but I can’t be what he needs in this life unless I look to God.  And He’s the one with all the light, warmth.